A single moms wish

To be ushered into this world, is a miracle…to be raised with values, morals and goals by a single parent is indescribable. I decided to have a child via insemination, knowing my daughter would question my choice. And so I told her, as I tell you. some children arent born with the luxury of parents, some children are unfortunately born into abuse, some children aren’t wanted and so they are sold, beaten, killed, thrown away and worse. Some children have wonderful lives, with 2 great parents, a beautiful home, great education and long lasting memories…you were born to me and so I gave u a beautiful home, with a great education and cherising memories and a mother who above and beyond for you. And so I hope u hate me, I hope I was a mother and a father to you, I hope you understand that your father, was so much more than a father..he was a man. He gave me a purpose to thrive for, someone I could truly love and be thankful for. He gave me you, your beautiful smile, big bold eyes, positive personality, your skilled hands, creative mind and so much more and for that I thank him. I wish you could only see that he was not the coward, but instead me. The woman who carried you for 9 months, cleaned your diapers, kissed your boo-boo’s, scared the monsters away, and nursed her princess when she was sick. I was too afraid of the unknown, I didnt want you to go through what i went through and so I took no chances with broken homes or divorce or another family but instead I took a chance with sercurity..with a better future. My only wish is you someday understand the choices I made for us, but for now I will take the “I hate yous”, the tears and all of the low browns, because I love you more than I can say or show.